I am dying in my dreams

Dreams are defined, loosely, as a "sequence of sensations, images, thoughts, etc., passing through a sleeping person's mind”

for the past few nites, i have been having dreams that remains fresh in my memories even after i woke up. and this fact or rather the content of it, i find rather disturbing. after googling some websites... i managed to find some answers...well, not quite actually coz the interpretations only left me more puzzled and stressed actually...

Dream Dictionary - DIE

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

==> the only change in my life is my work and of coz working towards a new begining.
==> termination of old ways/ habits... are these referring to my compulsive spending behaviour?

On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.

==> i dont know... feeling the blues occassionally is normal, right? given that female minds (in general) are ruled more by feelings and emotions than rationals and logics.
and No. no one i know of is dying.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.

==> i only dreamt of myself dying. did not see anyone else. do u dream of me dying?

End Note:

what will i dream of tonight?